seasaltkeys: (It hurts | I can't | Why?)

[More specifically filtered from Sora, Kairi, Riku, Ven, Terra, Aqua, Lea, and Isa. Everyone else is fair game]

[The feed clicks on. It's in a room, and upon closer inspection, a room in the Goldenrod inn. You might be able to see part of Roxas's arm, but for the most part, the feed is focused on Axel the Growlithe and Xion the newly hatched Shinx playing tug of war. Not intentionally though. Roxas is planning on saying something. He just has to find the words.]

Um...[pause]

How...[longer pause. This is bugging him. He's been thinking about this question a lot and finally gotten to a point where he feels he can do something about it but still. It's hard. He's kind of afraid to ask. It has to deal with emotions and thoughts and things that he doesn't really understand. He's trying to hold back his anger, since he knows what happens when he gets angry and it hasn't worked well for him. He's trying something different, for what it's worth]

[and finally, in text]

If you're jealous of someone, how do you stop?

[ooc: Using my dad's laptop to get to some tags/get one last entry up before school starts. That being said, still technically computer-less, so tags may be wonky for a spell or threads'll be stalled. Thanks in advance for your patience.]


seasaltkeys: (Maybe I should just give up)
[The pokegear is lying on the ground, staring up at pixilated trees and grass. It's weird, kind of creepy. There's sounds of a battle going on, but they end shortly. Roxas picks up the pokegear, but he doesn't look pleased. In fact, he looks sort of panicked. Sounds panicked to]

Sparky just went into his pokeball. He never goes into his pokeball. He's always with me.

None of my pokemon are acting like they usually do.

What's going on?


[ooc: Again, forward dated to tomorrow. I'm busy tonight so I just wanted to get it up. Replies probably won't come until tomorrow though.]
seasaltkeys: (It hurts | I can't | Why?)
[Ever since he woke up this morning, Roxas has been seeing ghostly apparitions of both Axel and Xion, his two best friends who he's fought with and either hurt or killed. They've both been glaring at him, and while Roxas has been trying to ignore them, it's been getting worse as the day goes on. Especially with the Xion apparition, since he has no idea who she is, but feels like he should know her. But he knows why Axel's there, and has tried to explain, but it's failed.

In an attempt to get rid of these apparitions, Roxas made the mistake of going outside, and the nightmare fog has hit him full force. He ended up seeing an apparition of DiZ, or in his mind "the guy in red" who Roxas can't stand because he says that Roxas shouldn't exist. He's tried to attack DiZ several times, each time failing, and so he's kind of banged up. All the while, DiZ has been lecturing him on why he shouldn't exist.]


You said it yourself, no one would miss you. You were never meant to exist in the first place.

Shut up! I deserve to exist as much as anyone! Why shouldn't I?

Without you, Sora can't wake up.

Yes, he can! He already did! I met him.

But then he disappeared. What if he's stuck, still asleep? Then what? Will you keep existing despite that?


I...I....[Roxas stammers. He's met Sora, and come to like him. Would he wish that on his Other? To stay asleep while he keeps travelling? But then, what about Sora's promise? What about his goals? Why isn't he allowed to have any? What if he really is keeping Sora asleep? Doesn't Sora get to exist to? He's already hurt people he cares about to stay alive.]

[At this point the pokegear falls to the ground and the video feed clicks on. You can sort of see Roxas, looking a little worse for the wear collapse against a tree, holding a stick. It's a little hard to see him, since his hood's up and it's black, but you might be able to see some of his hair poking out. He's not really responding to anything.

Sparky, being concerned about why his trainer's acting all weird, tries to wake Roxas up, through various means, including shocking his trainer]

Pi--chu? Pi--chu! Pikapika....KA-CHU! KA-CHU!

[The thundershocks aren't working, so Sparky runs to the gear, chattering and trying to get help]

[ooc: Most of Roxas's nightmares revolve around the fact that he has hurt his best friends, and basically wondering about his own worth and reason to exist. Especially in the sense of, if he's here and decides to stay here, will Sora ever wake up in their world? Since Roxas has come to know Sora, is it fair to force him to keep sleeping?

Roxas's conversation with Apparition!DiZ is all audio. And now he's just sort of panicked himself unconscious, and probably won't be able to respond. You'll probably just get a scared Pikachu telling you to come help him, and when Roxas wakes up, he won't want to talk to people all that much.]







seasaltkeys: (Hmmm)
[Roxas has left New Bark Town, but he's not very far out of it, since he got caught in the rain. He's taking shelter in a hollowed out tree he found, since he doesn't want to go back.]

I wish they'd given me something warmer. The jacket's alright, but it's not really enough. [pause] I don't like rain. It never rained in...[he stops]

I like the sound of becoming the champion though...whatever it means. That's why the Professor gave me [pause again, checking the pokedex] Pichu, right?

[longer pause] Oh...it's on. Sorry. I don't really know how this thing works.

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