seasaltkeys: (Hmmm)
[So, a couple days back, Roxas got in a fight. Vanitas was being a jerk and punishing Dartanian the Charizard and Roxas, being a defender of pokemon, or at the very least, a typical shonen pokemon trainer, intervened because you need to be nice to your pokemon. Given that Vanitas is a jerk, a fight broke out and words were exchanged. Along with black eyes.

But when words are exchanged with someone like Vanitas, they usually aren't good words, and if anything, they are words that will make Roxas think, and Roxas thinks way too much when it comes to these sorts of things. These things being matters of the Heart. Roxas has always figured that he doesn't have a heart, probably isn't worthy of one, and that he's not that nice of a person, despite what people may say to the contrary. But that makes him wonder. Why does he care so much about pokemon? Why did he step in, violently, to protect a Charizard that he really had no association with? Where did this mentality come from? It's a new thing for him, that's he's never really reflected on. He's just sort of assumed that's the way things were. But now? Now he's not so sure.]


What does it mean to truly have a heart?
seasaltkeys: (It hurts | I can't | Why?)

[More specifically filtered from Sora, Kairi, Riku, Ven, Terra, Aqua, Lea, and Isa. Everyone else is fair game]

[The feed clicks on. It's in a room, and upon closer inspection, a room in the Goldenrod inn. You might be able to see part of Roxas's arm, but for the most part, the feed is focused on Axel the Growlithe and Xion the newly hatched Shinx playing tug of war. Not intentionally though. Roxas is planning on saying something. He just has to find the words.]

Um...[pause]

How...[longer pause. This is bugging him. He's been thinking about this question a lot and finally gotten to a point where he feels he can do something about it but still. It's hard. He's kind of afraid to ask. It has to deal with emotions and thoughts and things that he doesn't really understand. He's trying to hold back his anger, since he knows what happens when he gets angry and it hasn't worked well for him. He's trying something different, for what it's worth]

[and finally, in text]

If you're jealous of someone, how do you stop?

[ooc: Using my dad's laptop to get to some tags/get one last entry up before school starts. That being said, still technically computer-less, so tags may be wonky for a spell or threads'll be stalled. Thanks in advance for your patience.]


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