seasaltkeys | Day 23 - [video; filtered from most of the KH cast]

[More specifically filtered from Sora, Kairi, Riku, Ven, Terra, Aqua, Lea, and Isa. Everyone else is fair game]

[The feed clicks on. It's in a room, and upon closer inspection, a room in the Goldenrod inn. You might be able to see part of Roxas's arm, but for the most part, the feed is focused on Axel the Growlithe and Xion the newly hatched Shinx playing tug of war. Not intentionally though. Roxas is planning on saying something. He just has to find the words.]

Um...[pause]

How...[longer pause. This is bugging him. He's been thinking about this question a lot and finally gotten to a point where he feels he can do something about it but still. It's hard. He's kind of afraid to ask. It has to deal with emotions and thoughts and things that he doesn't really understand. He's trying to hold back his anger, since he knows what happens when he gets angry and it hasn't worked well for him. He's trying something different, for what it's worth]

[and finally, in text]

If you're jealous of someone, how do you stop?

[ooc: Using my dad's laptop to get to some tags/get one last entry up before school starts. That being said, still technically computer-less, so tags may be wonky for a spell or threads'll be stalled. Thanks in advance for your patience.]

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...I do need to start training again.

Mm, that's a good choice. Training is always a good way to stay focused on the matter at hand.

Yeah. I can just focus on my pokemon. Are there pokemon out though?

Well... There are always Pokemon out, it's just a matter of finding them. Really though, as long as you do something to keep whatever it is out of your mind, it should help.

I'll remember to do that. Does it work for you?

... it's worked for me in the past, yes. Though in my case, more than jealousy, that was to cope with guilt.

What are you guilty of?

.*there is a pause here, as normally he wouldn't explain this! But since he did bring it up himself, well...*

I... I was guilty of failing to protect the person I cared about more than anything in the entire world.

[pause.]

....I know that feeling.

Mm, it... It's not pleasant. But I just kept myself constantly busy and it... put it out of mind. I got to resolve the issue eventually, but... It was really hard to deal with at first.

I'll try keeping busy to. Maybe it will help.

*giving him a small nod, along with a smile*

Good luck, Roxas-san. If you ever need help keeping busy-- You're more than welcome to call me to chat.

[a nod, and maybe a smile?]

Thanks Hayate.

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