[Empathieas] Message Box

[seasaltkeys]

Now it seems strange
How we used to wait for letters to arrive
But what's stranger still
Is how something so small can keep you alive


Message Box for Roxas
If you need to get a hold of him.

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[seasaltkeys]

[There's a silence, as Roxas tries to organize his thoughts.]

I...there's more to it, I guess. Some of my memories are kind of fuzzy around then.

[Why he was going back to the Castle, his promise to Xion, it's all kind of messy.]

I left the Organization, and then I came back, hoping to stop it and destroy their Kingdom Hearts. I, don't really remember why. But I ended up fighting Riku instead. I beat him the first time...and then he took off his blindfold.

I didn't remember that any of that had happened until about a week later. They...Riku and the Guy in Red. They put me in a digital version of Twilight Town, and had Namine modify my memories. I just thought I was a normal kid, who had a bunch of weird things happen to him. At least until everything came back.

[He sighs.]

I guess, it's just...they wanted Sora back. He was asleep at the time. And they needed me to do that, but they didn't try to talk to me about it or anything like that. I wasn't supposed to exist, and because of that, I didn't matter. Who I was, my life, that didn't mean anything to them. It's hard not to be angry about that.

[And in a quiet voice.]

And I guess I'm scared that it could happen again.

[boundbynaught]

[ The more Arden listens, the more he realizes just how accurate 'glossed over a few things' was in his estimation of what the original Riku told him. It'd seemed like such a simple response at the time, but Arden hadn't been as interested in hearing much more, he supposed. Not back then. By the time Riku came back, he wasn't in much of a mood to talk about that sort of thing. So many things happened and now here he is, trying to pay attention to what Roxas is saying, and coming up with even more questions.

For now, he tries to focus on the important things - he fought Riku. Riku took the blindfold off. Arden remembers hearing about what happened when Riku did that, how he was changed - and got more powerful, but also couldn't change back either.

And Naminé again... he lowers his head when she comes up. She held so much guilt for what she'd done to Arden... but he'd thought he'd been her only victim. At the orders of someone else, but still a victim.

He can relate to so much of what Roxas is saying. He'd always assumed they had things in common, but not nearly this much. ]

I... [ He swallows. ] I understand.

[ He felt like he didn't matter to certain people. Boy did Arden get that. And angry about it? Yeah... He starts to speak again, but quietly too. ]

Something like that... I'm still... I mean- I felt that way about Axel at first too.

[ Had anyone told Roxas about that? Maybe not... ]

When he came back as Lea, it wasn't easy either, my gut reaction was still to hate him, but... I told him I'd try. Because you were my friend, and because Sora vouched for him, I asked him to prove me wrong.

[seasaltkeys]

[Roxas balks when he hear's Axel's name come up. No one's really...told him the whole story, but he suspects it has to do with Castle Oblivion and what went on there. He's never asked because it was the past and he'd kind of put it behind him. He's not sure if he's ready to press that.]

Axel...he's good at that, at least. No one really told me about Castle Oblivion though...and I'm not sure if I'm ready to hear it just yet.

[He gives an apologetic look at that. Maybe one day he'll be brave enough, ready to ask.]

But yeah, that's why I'm not sure how to talk to Riku about it. We sort of just coexist.

[boundbynaught]

[ Arden nods when Roxas says that he's not ready to hear it yet. Maybe if Arden had asked about it once or twice before, but no, this being the first time... it doesn't surprise him. Much like Roxas not talking about his past with Riku, Arden's kept his own situation with Axel quiet too. ]

Well... maybe some other time, when you're ready, we can talk about it some more. I don't want to be awkward around Lea... and maybe you don't want to feel weird around Riku either?

[ One less point of stress would be nice for anyone, right? ]

For now... want any of this breakfast before I wake up the others?

[seasaltkeys]

Yeah. The not being weird would probably be good.

[He's not sure if he'll ever like Riku though. Baby steps. He seems to brighten at the mention of breakfast though.]

Yes! I'll definitely take breakfast first.