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seasaltkeys ([personal profile] seasaltkeys) wrote2011-11-24 10:25 pm

Day 33;[Text; Severaly failed to make it Private]

[Guess who just heard about the whole Magnet Train thing? This kid. Guess who's worried about his friends? This kid. It was meant to be private to several people (Xion, Sora) but in his worry. That kind of failed.]

Xion. I just heard. Are you alright? I'm sorry I wasn't there.



Sora. Are you alright?

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-11-28 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
[God damn stupid emotions. Roxas can't deal with you all at one time. He's seen her trembling and turns away trying to get himself under control so that he doesn't snap or do something he knows he'll regret. Taking stock, he's upset, worried, frustrated, and feeling bad because he's scared someone he considers a best friend.]

I'm trying. Sorry.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-11-28 03:58 am (UTC)(link)
... I-I know, I'm just... worried about you t-too...

[She swallows hard. It's the first time in months she stuttered again too. She's trying her best to help him get over this, and she goes for a shot in the dark.]

... i-if you want, you can scream at me just to let your feelings out...?

[She's not sure why she used herself as a target, but she's used to it. And she figures she's the closest thing to take the brunt of his anger. She rather not have him take it out on anything else; pokemon, nearby structures, even hedges.]

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-11-28 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
[Roxas is actually taken aback by that statement and is wondering if he even heard that right.]

Namine. I can't do that. You....you're not the one at fault. I can't yell at you for something that you haven't done.

I just...I can't...

[Words, Roxas. Words.]

I don't know how to do deal with what I'm feeling. But yelling at you won't make me feel better. Your my friend. I couldn't do that.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-11-28 07:54 am (UTC)(link)
... letting it out will help you though. Instead of you keeping it in like that.

... it's fine, I'm used to it.

[Harassment from org members and DiZ has been her specialty for a year. She can handle it.]

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-11-29 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah but...[He knows she has a point. Really, but he can't bring himself to yell at her, can't bring himself to get mad at her.]

I can't. Doesn't matter what I'm talking about, you shouldn't have to do something like that. It's not right.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-11-29 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
I just... want to help, I guess. It's worrying to see you like this.

[She feels just as useless as he is.]

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-11-29 05:18 am (UTC)(link)
If I yelled at you I'd just feel worse.

[There's a pause. He wishes that he wasn't so bad at this feelings thing.]

I just don't know what to do. Is there a way to stop feeling useless?

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-11-29 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
[... she lowers her head for a moment, not knowing the answer too.

But after a while, she figures, she knows one way that seems to work well for Somebodies when they want to feel better.

Namine gingerly steps forward to wrap her arms around him in an awkward but what she hopes is a comforting hug.]

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-11-30 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
[It's only awkward if we make it awkward and Roxas probably isn't helping, but mostly because he's in shock. He'll deal with it in a minute though and accept the hug. Because he likes hugs.]

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-11-30 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
[You are the most awkward turtle, Roxas.

Her shoulders sag in relief. You better start liking hugs, because now that she knows that they work for him, she's probably going to use this method more often now.]

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-11-30 05:47 am (UTC)(link)
[He's getting better. Sort of. Maybe. Okay, not really but he tries.]

I'm okay.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-11-30 08:42 am (UTC)(link)
[She only pulls away by a fraction, her arms still around him.]

... are you sure....?

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-12-01 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. I think so.
Edited 2011-12-01 02:03 (UTC)

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-01 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods and pulls away, but keeps one hand on his arm just in case.]

I didn't know how else I could help. I'm sorry.

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-12-01 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
It's alright. I'm just...it's good that you're here. Really.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-01 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
... are you sure you don't want to take your anger out on some way?

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-12-01 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Not on you. I'll find some other way.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-01 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Just don't do anything reckless, please.

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-12-02 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
I won't. I...don't think I'm that angry anymore.

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[identity profile] cagedstar.livejournal.com 2011-12-02 11:04 pm (UTC)(link)
It's... alright to be angry sometimes.

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[identity profile] seasalttwilight.livejournal.com 2011-12-03 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
I know.

[He just can't think of anyone who gets as angry as him.]