Day 37 [text]

[seasaltkeys]

[So, a couple days back, Roxas got in a fight. Vanitas was being a jerk and punishing Dartanian the Charizard and Roxas, being a defender of pokemon, or at the very least, a typical shonen pokemon trainer, intervened because you need to be nice to your pokemon. Given that Vanitas is a jerk, a fight broke out and words were exchanged. Along with black eyes.

But when words are exchanged with someone like Vanitas, they usually aren't good words, and if anything, they are words that will make Roxas think, and Roxas thinks way too much when it comes to these sorts of things. These things being matters of the Heart. Roxas has always figured that he doesn't have a heart, probably isn't worthy of one, and that he's not that nice of a person, despite what people may say to the contrary. But that makes him wonder. Why does he care so much about pokemon? Why did he step in, violently, to protect a Charizard that he really had no association with? Where did this mentality come from? It's a new thing for him, that's he's never really reflected on. He's just sort of assumed that's the way things were. But now? Now he's not so sure.]

What does it mean to truly have a heart?

Comments

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[cagedstar.livejournal.com]

... if you get an answer, tell me about it too.

[In the meantime, she's searching for you :T]

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[her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com]

I thought I knew, but meeting you, Namine, Xion...

I think, maybe, it defies definition.

[Text]

[unyieldingwill.livejournal.com]

[princenopants.livejournal.com]

It means you can feel...

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

What do you mean? Feel what?

[Text]

[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

I don't know. Is it?

[Text]

[unyieldingwill.livejournal.com]

Permavid

[princenopants.livejournal.com]

Emotions.

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

What do you mean? Seems like there's supposed to be a specific answer.

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I will.

[Not telling. You'll just fuss.]

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[her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com]

I thought without a heart, you couldn't feel. You couldn't care.

But the three of you have proved me wrong.

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[parkour]

That's something of a broad question.

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

So? I still want an answer.

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

...I shouldn't be able to. Not with how things were explained.

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

[Doesn't exactly want to show the world his black eye. It would make certain people worry.]

Right. Why do you need to feel?

[princenopants.livejournal.com]

I don't know... but Ahiru said it was sad that I couldn't...

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[her-mouse-jesty.livejournal.com]

Yet you are. And isn't just that important?

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

So if I do those thing, I have a heart.

It doesn't make sense.

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[unyieldingwill.livejournal.com]

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[parkour]

Despite the fact that nobody will be able to give you a definitive answer?

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

It'll at least be an answer.

[Thank you Izaya for that reminder. Lack of straight answers are frustrating.]

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

No, what you said makes sense. It just doesn't seem like it should fit with someone like me.

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[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

I'd like it to make sense. I don't like being confused all the time.

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[ieyasachu.livejournal.com]

[seasalttwilight.livejournal.com]

Who's Ahiru?

[Getting distracted...]